Chaos + Peace
Heidi's debut solo album brings her own songs, voice and production together with her live band project — and both album launch shows sold out, in Germany and in New York City.
The full album isn't on streaming yet: singles are arriving one by one. The complete Chaos + Peace — CD, vinyl and download — is available exclusively from the webshop.
One song at a time
Wandering Home
Written in 2014, during a very difficult and dark period of Heidi's life, Wandering Home was a statement of faith: as her entire life collapsed around her, she realised she was now going to be wandering home.
Ten years later — having begun to find her new life again — she released it.
Remedy
A collaboration with the great artist Jesse Wolf — a live recording, captured in Germany.
Sweet Summer Song
Written in 2015 in London, when Heidi finally found a little bit of joy again after the mad, horrible, dark season that Wandering Home was written in.
Cheap Cocaine
In that same dark period, cheap cocaine had become a constant companion. This song is a confession and a testimony: of the aftermath of the complete, utter destruction of Heidi's life — and of how God helped her out of deep, dark addiction.
Pretty Boy
Written about a pretty boy Heidi met in the Netherlands — who, nonetheless, wasn't the right man for her.
I Still Miss You
A beautiful ballad about love, loss and letting go — written from the heartbreak of a big breakup.
Long Lost Children
Written in the Netherlands in 2023 — a reminder to the child within to come out and play, to be unafraid, to try again, and to never lose our wide-eyed wonder.
Collaborations + Travel
Beyond my own songs, I love creating with other artists — across styles, cultures and instruments, all over the world.
The music keeps coming
The Chaos + Peace album is still being released online, song by song. And in December, Heidi records a batch of brand-new songs — leaning towards acoustic singer-songwriter, folk and world music.
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